All life began at once (if there was a “beginning”) and all are in their individual development (relative) level of awareness. Through what prism do you view your world? “Choose ye this day, whom ye will serve …”
Your potential is greater than you could possibly measure. But as your awareness expands, this becomes a heart-felt awareness. You are a spiritual being having a human experience.
There is no “time” but this moment. Savor this moment and appreciate your capacity to do so. You are beauty itself and will find it everywhere if you look for it.
It may seem difficult to put yourself in the best light possible and to celebrate your divinity, but make the effort. If you are Life, how can you NOT be divine. Worth pondering.
The hurts, failures, disappointments of the false life do serve a good purpose. These experiences ignite our searching for truth. Seek and ye shall find.