Do you believe a loving, spiritual universe would exclude you? Do you believe that redemption eludes you? Do you not know how precious and essential you are? You were unfolded by the great I AM, as more of itself. You are important.
If situations seem preposterous, they probably are … that is, they are not from the divine, but are illusions. Universal law and order is changeless, but all good. And orderly, organized, productive.
Is there some inflexibility in your life. Where is it: your body or your mind? This is a trick question. We know we can “know” nothing without consciousness. So it is all in the mind.